My memories are precious... priceless... and are my real treasures!!
These memories are my paradise and in this paradise ... I treasure some people...!! In fact they only helped me create these wonderful memories...!! We spent a lot of time together...and enjoyed every moment of it!! Life to the fullest...in true sense...!!
Now they have moved on... to follow their own destiny... to create their own world...!! So our lives have taken different course...!! But I have yet not accepted it...!!
I need to understand that the time that we spent together was NO investment. It was our destiny... of co-existing... and exploring life...!! At that time... we were very important for each other... but now times have changed... situations have changed... and I, too, have changed...!! So if everything has changed... how can I still expect the same old times...??
I distanced myself from all of them... that is the truth...!! Then how can I expect my old place in their lives?? I bargained... life for life...!! And I got what I wanted... but in this process I lost some part of my life...!! I can’t have best of both worlds... and I chose this one world for me...!! Then why to grieve?? Why this frustration?? This frustration is causing a lot of turbulence in my life...and uneasiness...!! ...definitely a lot of negative energy and thoughts too!!
These memories are my paradise and in this paradise ... I treasure some people...!! In fact they only helped me create these wonderful memories...!! We spent a lot of time together...and enjoyed every moment of it!! Life to the fullest...in true sense...!!
Now they have moved on... to follow their own destiny... to create their own world...!! So our lives have taken different course...!! But I have yet not accepted it...!!
I need to understand that the time that we spent together was NO investment. It was our destiny... of co-existing... and exploring life...!! At that time... we were very important for each other... but now times have changed... situations have changed... and I, too, have changed...!! So if everything has changed... how can I still expect the same old times...??
I distanced myself from all of them... that is the truth...!! Then how can I expect my old place in their lives?? I bargained... life for life...!! And I got what I wanted... but in this process I lost some part of my life...!! I can’t have best of both worlds... and I chose this one world for me...!! Then why to grieve?? Why this frustration?? This frustration is causing a lot of turbulence in my life...and uneasiness...!! ...definitely a lot of negative energy and thoughts too!!
Life is much bigger than all this and I need to outgrow these.
I don’t want to have painful thoughts that overshadow all my happy remembrances!! I really don't want to spoil those moments...that we spent together!! Those moments are still untouched...pious and complete!!
I need to get mature... and move on...!!
I need peace...!! My mind would be at peace only when I move on. I can't always be torn between conflicting emotions... and feel sad for things that are trivial.
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